Open your eyes, look around you, take a deep breath then blow slowly.
I needing to relaxing for my mind.

teh kayumanis

Waktu nemani mama ke dokter, ketemu dan ngobrol bersama seorang ibu yang sama2 lagi nunggu antrian. terus cerita tentang cara nurunin gula darah, beliau menyarankan teh kayumanis untuk menurunkan gula darah, buat diet juga bisa tapi dibarengi olahraga... biasanya aku bikin pake batang kayumanisnya. tapi kali ini karena ada teh nya boleh juga buat dicoba. sluurp...

Don't trust too much
don't love too much
don't hope too much
because that, too much
can hurt you so much

edisi 2

Finally, buku ke-2 jadi juga... aku ngerjain selama 1 minggu (tumben bisa cepat)

Buku ini gak akan jadi tanpa bantuan tangan penjahit yang terampil juga tentunya.

Makasih.

Huft

Kamu bukan seorang pendiam
tapi kamu tidak punya motivasi
...
(jleb)

kenapa penyesalan itu datangnya belakangan?
tapi di balik sesal itu, Hikmah yang datang.

"Don't waste your time, trying to reach some unattainable goal.
It's so much more important to be happy as you are"

i'm busy

Jadi 5 lembar bukunya... dan hal yg bikin kesel itu, lagi semangat2nya , gunting-jahit-lem,

Kain flanel warna yang diperlukan saat ini habis. masa kudu ke baltos jam segini ... (kesel sendiri).

Busybook

Akhirnya jadi juga busybook (quiet book) buat Ruby.

Quiet book itu apa yah? kalau di lihat sepintas queit book ato busybook bukunya berbahan kain flanel/cloth book, soft book karena aman juga untuk anak kecil. Buku yang bisa membuat anak senang memainkan tiap halaman buku karena di desain atau di jahit dengan bentuk yang berbeda-beda, sehingga anak-anak tidak cepat merasa bosan. 

Ruby: Ngeng..ngeeeeng...sampai...ke sekolah.. (halaman terakhir busybook)

Ruby: sekolahnya belum ada!
Me: Di sini saja (tunjuk Rumah halaman depan busybook)
Ruby: oh iya... (Mau masuk rumah)
Ruby: Pintunya gak bisa dibuka!

Me: oh iyah lupa! ('duh salah jahit! seharusnya pintunya gak usah di jahit semua' beralasan dalam hati saja). 

Me :Nanti yah, Ayu buatin sekolahnya.

main Lego

Halo, her name is Ruby (two years old). She is my niece. She's also always invite me to playing with her toys.
And she is very wondering about anything i do.

jadi inget quotes.

" i think one of my biggest assets is that from the time i was a little kid, i asked a lot of questions. i used to be called nosy! " - gayle king-

waktu kecil sy juga gitu kok..hihi.

karikatur ...

Semingguan ini tiba2 pengen gambar2 karikatur teman-teman sekelas. (masih sebagian lagi belum beres. Heum.) ..Friendship is....
Senin ampe Jumat teman ngobrol, teman berceloteh, teman diskusi, dan teman berbagi cerita sedih, kesel, senang, bahagia, ketawa bareng-bareng dan lain sebagainya ... setiap hari belajar barang.

lagu

Just a Feeling

by: Maroon5

I watched you cry

Bathed in sunlight

By the bathroom door

You said you wished you did not love me anymore

You left your flowers in the backseat of my car

The things we said and did have left permanent scars

Obsessed depressed at the same time

I can't even walk in a straight line

I've been lying in the dark no sunshine

No sunshine

No sunshine

She cries

This is more than goodbye

When I look into your eyes

You're not even there

It's just a feeling

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have, oh yeah

Cause I can't believe that it's over

You've hit your low

You've lost control and you want me back

You may not believe me but I gave you all I had

Undress confess that you're still mine

Roll around in a bed full of tears

I'm still lying in the dark no sunshine

No sunshine

No sunshine

She cries

This is more than goodbye

When I look into your eyes

You're not even there

It's just a feeling

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

No I can't believe that it's over now

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

So much to say

It's not the way she does her hair

It's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes

And in my darkest day when she refused to run away

From love she tried so hard to save

It's just a feeling

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

It's just a feeling

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

Just a feeling

Just a feeling that I have

I can't believe that it's over

I can't believe that it's over

Now I can't believe that's it's over, yeah

1 orang penakut + 1 orang penakut = 2 orang berani ... 

arhg! bisa jadi bisa jadi .. 

sedang pusing dengan pelajaran sentence types, tapi wktu gurunya kasih trik rumus begitu. mari kita bayangkan... it's will be easy to make me understand. makasih.
Semangat belajar!

i feel little worried, why i'm still keep this feeling?always make me wondering about you. Maybe if i choose to stay away is the best way for me. I have been falling in love with you since i'm still senior high school, but until this time i can't say anything to you. And i want to stop be your secret admire, but it will need long time for me.